This is for “especially YOU”…15

I don’t know how it started.. but one thing is for sure.. what I’m feeling for you now is true.. (corny..) you might think of it as one of the  “trips” of my classmates but it’s not.. if for you they’re just kidding and fooling you.. you’re wrong.. I don’t have the courage to stand in front of you and say straight to your face that “you’re special” because I’m afraid… not because of what others would say.. but because of what you’re going to feel or how you will react.. I know that I must accept the truth that I’m now nothing for you.. (drama.. “Truth is a bitter friend” says Good Charlotte..) but, I’m contented to see you in a far distance wearing you’re nicest smile while you’re talking to your friends, staring you while you’re sitting on the bench or on the plant box in the admin bldg. reviewing your notes during lunch break.. and I’m glad to see you perform on stage exhibiting you’re talents.. (my eyes really makes me smile..) I’m also in high spirit whenever I see you bring the keyboard (piano) in our classroom.. crack jokes which are somewhat corny but funny and fix your hair as if you have just woke up.. oh, by the way.. congratulations! I will surely miss you.. thanks for everything.. thank you for staying in just one place during recess or lunch break because I didn’t have a hard time to look for you.. thank you for going to school everyday because you’re presence makes me pleased and worry-free…..thank you for your smile because your smile made me realize that you’re special to me.. lastly, thank you for showing me how to live.. (c/o audioslave)..another thing, I’m sorry for not keeping it real to you before..

*Una by Sponge Cola*

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