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"Truth is a bitter friend."
My life is my only treasure that I can enrich until the day I die.
My personality truly affects my way of living. As a daughter in our very simple family, I'm a quite obstinate girl and always react on a certain thing that our family talks about. My mom, who often scolds me, is my greatest companion because I always adopt her advices because I know that behind her loud and irritating voice that ignites my ears, her heart still shouts with love and concern for me. In our family, they consider me as a clown with a sweet smile and with a huge heart because even though I constantly give headaches to them, still, I don't forget to seek their help, to put smiles on their faces and to hold the tight bond of our family.
Every time my friends invite me in any occasion, they can easily pull me anywhere only if I have no prior things to do. But they seldom call me because they know that I'm a little bit stingy person when it comes to hanging out in different places. They say that I'm "kalog" but with sense, athletic and energetic in every activity that I join and easy to get along with. Yes, I admit to myself that I am easy to get along with because I'm like a grasshopper that can blend in every person's attitude. What I mean is, if you'll choose me as your bud, I'll go with the flow but I'll lead you to the right path that we need to follow.
I'm not an expressive person because I usually hide my emotions to other people. Maybe, because I don't want to be a burden to them and I always find time to carry out my emotions. I'm indeed a secretive person because I don't give all my trust to somebody, unless he proves to me that he is worthy for that trust.
The only person who truly knows me is of course, our God, I don't let a day pass by without talking to Him, before my day starts and before it ends. Consulting Him is the first thing that I usually do before making any decision in my life. I always turn to Him every time I have troubles to face and challenges that are hard to handle. As my understanding about life expands, I realized that as His daughter, my mission as of now is to encourage my fellow young people to have deep faith in Him.
I'm a person with less pride because I don't hesitate to ask forgiveness to a person if I know that I've done something wrong because my mind won't attain peace.
I'm a person who aims high and determined to reach my goal. I'm a simple young woman who achieves nothing, wishes nothing, and seeks nothing but only myself.
_~*'*-_*~MY LIFE~*_-*'*~_
[x] they call me: jamaica peñano
[x] also: jamai, jamaikiki, mica, micmic, kiki
[x] sex: female
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[x] age: 16
[x] occupation: high school senior
[x] nationality: filipino
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
These are the photos of my block >> C31 << woohoo! These photos are taken from the different adventures we've gone through... :D
Posted at 02:51 by mica
just want to share some happy thoughts in my mind....
hehehe...
kahit boring ang first term break ko ngayon.. masaya pa rin ako... hmm.. feeling ko kaya nagiging boring.. may namimiss lng ako.. and we will see each other tomorrow... hmm.. i think so?
anyway.. i feel contented with my life right now.. ewan ko.. feeling ko nga sobra pa.. but i still have to achieve my goal of being a CPA. ive already passed my first term and hoping to pass my second term with Ms Velasco.. (the "oh no!" professor).. hmm.. but il do my best to survive.. il pass her course by hook or by crook.. kaka-update ko lng ng profile ko sa friendster kase na-realize ko ang jolog nung una kong profile.. hehe.. immature type.. but ung profile ko ngayon sobrang seryoso.. :D
uhm.. masaya ko ngayon.. kase may nagpapasaya sken.. kht mejo weird, bangag, high at "naughty" kame pareho.. as in makulet.. masaya kame.. prangka ang buhay nya at napaka-natural nyang tao.. isa ciang hulog ng langit.. este hinulog pala.. joke.. pero seriously, isa ciang former disciple ni Jesus.. lumabas lng.. ewan ko dun.. feel daw nyang mag-CPA.. sa bagay.. kung di cia lumabas.. di ako masaya ngayon.. :D.. hehe.. basta masaya ko sa piling nya.. (ang jolog nung word.. hehe..).. pero wala naman daw corny thing tlga pag mahal mo isang tao.. un lng tlga ang totoo.. cguro para sa mga loveless.. corny.. but for me.. its natural.. (naks, halatang umiibig!).. hehe.. :D
ang saya ko kase eh..
sana hanggang deathbed ko ganito ko kasaya..
Posted at 00:12 by mica
Thursday, September 01, 2005
hmm..
wala lng..
mahal ko cia..=)
Posted at 00:36 by mica
Saturday, August 20, 2005
+first ever final exam in college+
... after a very long time... i have posted again an entry...
college life has...............................................................................................................
lots of points to figure out...
each point means a lot... each point represents hard work...
hard work for assigns, projects, case study, midterms... etc...
but despite the tedious life of a colehiyala...
there's this spark which makes her works worthwhile....
hmmm...
ala lng.... hehehe...
FINALS na tomorrow!!!!! waaaahhhhhhh!!!!
my first final exam being a frosh in DLSU... whew!
hirap!
but... SAYA! hehe...
Greetings to my blockmates...
***BSA-C31 rockz!***
=)
Posted at 23:37 by mica
Monday, April 18, 2005
i dont want another headache..
i dont want another thing to think of..
i dont want another heartache..
i cant bear another pain..
not only in my mind but in my heart as well..
but it's hard to deny the fact..
so difficult to keep the truth..
how i wish you didn't came across my sight..
so my mind isn't arguing with my heart right now..
what the hell are you trying to depict with your stare..
with your smile which makes me wonder of what you're thinking of..
with your attempts of looking at me..
don't make me hope for nothing..
don't make me guess of your feelings..
i hate to fall in love again..
im sure it would cause me more pain than happiness..
even though they say that love is the most beautiful feeling in the world..
i still hate to fall in love again.. Posted at 08:12 by mica
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
_~*- Tears are hard to resist -*~_
This is for “especially YOU”…15
I don’t know how it started.. but one thing is for sure.. what I’m feeling for you now is true.. (corny..) you might think of it as one of the “trips” of my classmates but it’s not.. if for you they’re just kidding and fooling you.. you’re wrong.. I don’t have the courage to stand in front of you and say straight to your face that “you’re special” because I’m afraid… not because of what others would say.. but because of what you’re going to feel or how you will react.. I know that I must accept the truth that I’m now nothing for you.. (drama.. “Truth is a bitter friend” says Good Charlotte..) but, I’m contented to see you in a far distance wearing you’re nicest smile while you’re talking to your friends, staring you while you’re sitting on the bench or on the plant box in the admin bldg. reviewing your notes during lunch break.. and I’m glad to see you perform on stage exhibiting you’re talents.. (my eyes really makes me smile..) I’m also in high spirit whenever I see you bring the keyboard (piano) in our classroom.. crack jokes which are somewhat corny but funny and fix your hair as if you have just woke up.. oh, by the way.. congratulations! I will surely miss you.. thanks for everything.. thank you for staying in just one place during recess or lunch break because I didn’t have a hard time to look for you.. thank you for going to school everyday because you’re presence makes me pleased and worry-free…..thank you for your smile because your smile made me realize that you’re special to me.. lastly, thank you for showing me how to live.. (c/o audioslave)..another thing, I’m sorry for not keeping it real to you before..
*Una by Sponge Cola*
Muli namang umihip sa akin
Ang hangin ng pag-iisa
Liwanag kang dagling sumilaw sa 'king mga mata
Linilingon
Sinusundan
Dumadalas ang minsan
Ika'y naryan
Abo't tanaw
Kahit walang dahilan
(Maiiwasan ba)
Ang bawat sandali ika'y laman ng isip ko
(Maiiwasan bang)
Ngayo'y lilipas ng hindi kita nasisilayan
Nagkamali sayo
Nararapat bang pigilan ang damdamin na
(Maiiwasan ba)
Lalung mahulog sa iyo
Walang maitutulad sa sumpang iyong linikha
Putulin man ang tali ay sadyang walang kawala
Sa pagkaakit at di paglapit
Nananalangin at umasa
Lalong mahulog sa 'yo
Hindi madadapa
Hinding-hindi madadapa
Hindi madadapa....
Posted at 22:59 by mica
Monday, March 14, 2005
_-*~*-_ love number _-*~*-_
| Your Love Number is |
2
Of all the numbers, you are the most caring and empathetic lover. Unselfish and humble, you find it easy to forgive your sweetie's mistakes. At times, your need to please can be come a bit too needy. As long as you remain somewhat independent, your relationships are perfectly balanced. |
Posted at 23:46 by mica
Friday, January 14, 2005
haay... kailangan ba talagang pahirapan ng ganito??? hmm.. sino ba kase nag-imbento ng pag-ibig na yan??.. napakahirap dalin noh??.. meron kase kong kaibigan na sobrang hirap sa pag-iisip kung anong dapat niyang sundin at pairalin.. ang puso ba niya na nagsasabi ng totoo o ang pride niya na pumipigil sa kanya?? [para dun sa mga hindi alam babae ang aking kaibigan].. let me present the situation.. di niya kase alam ang gagawin.. kung dapat bang ipaalam mo ang nararamdaman mo at magpakatotoo ka o maging martyr sa pagtatago ng feelings at hanggang sulyap na lang ang pangarap mo???.. WAAAHHHH!!! ano bang tanong yun??.. humingi naman ako ng advice sa aking mga kaibigan.. [ciempre, para matulungan ang aking nababaliw na kaibigan..] tinanong ko ang isa kong medyo malapit na kaibigan.. lalake po cia.. sinabi ko ang situation at tinanong ko kung awkward bang tingnan kung magpapakatotoo ka... at ang payo niya.. kung siya raw ang lalakeng pagsasabihan.. ok lang sa kanya.. hindi awkward kase it's just being true to ourselves lang daw.. pero depende rin daw sa lalake yon.. merong iba na na-tuturn off sila.. meron namang humahanga sila dahil sa fighting spirit ng babae na masabi ang ganoong mga salita.. sa kabilang dako.. tinanong ko ang isa ko pang kaibigan.. lalake din.. at ang sagot niya.. isang napakalaking HUWAG! it shouldn't be done.. dahil... [wait lng.. sa situation nga pala.. nanligaw ang lalake dati.. pero hindi sinagot ni babae.. at ngayon nagsisisi si babae.. OO..TANGA yung babae.. kase ba naman isip bata ang pinairal.. sa totoo lang hindi naman niya kinasusuklaman si lalake ngunit hindi lang talaga yon ang tamang oras para sa kanila.. WRONG TIMING!].. at ang dahilan niya kung bakit HUWAG ang sagot niya.. "kung may feelings pa sayo yung lalake.. hindi mo kailangang umamin sa kanya.. babalik at babalik yun sayo.." hmm.. may point ang lolo mo!.. oo nga naman.. kaya lang eto ang problema.. hindi alam ni babae kung may feelings pa c lalake sa kanya.. sa sakit ba naman ng natamo ni lalake sa kanya.. tingin niyo ba may lakas pa siyang mag-hold on??.. kaya sa tuwing nagkikita sila sa school.. natutuwa si babae na may halong kalungkutan at pagsisisi rin.. kpag nakikita niya si lalake.. parang pinakawalan niya ang kaligayahan niya.. sabi pa nung kaibigan ko na hiningan ko ng payo.. ang tanong ganito.. kung ikaw yung lalake at nalaman mo na mahal ka ng dating mahal mo..anong mararamdaman mo?? at ang sagot niya.. NAPAKASWERTE raw ni lalake.. dahil ang dating mahal niya.. mahal na siya ngayon.. [kaya lang.. kung mahal pa nga nung lalake si babae..].. sad ang love story na ito.. hindi sila magkatagpo ng landas.. yung isa pabalik na.. yung isa papunta pa lang.. kapag nagkakaroon ng mass sa school nila.. etong si babae.. mukhang SIRA na naman.. binibilang nya kung ilang mass na ang na-attend niya at hindi siya nakapag-peace-be-with-you kay lalake.. dalawang mass pa lang ang dumadaan at patuloy sa pagbilang si babae.. ewan ko.. NABABALIW na yata.. pati yung favorite biscuit ni lalake kinakain na rin niya.. just to feel the presence daw kahit sa biscuit man lang!..
tanong ko lang sa mga bumabasa nito.. masagwa ba talagang tingnan kung yung babae ay magtatapat kay lalake..?? hindi ba parang mag-iiba ang tingin sayo ng mundo pag ginawa mo yon..?? ang tao dapat magpakatotoo.. sa kahit na anong bagay.. dahil baka pagsisihan niyo ang mga ginawa niyong desisyon at masaktan lang kayo sa huli.. para sa mga gustong sumagot ng tanong na nasa itaas at magbigay ng payo sa aking kaibigan.. mag-comment lang kayo sa blog na ito..
maraming salamat kung gagawin niyo.. pasensya na kayo.. kung TANGA ko! ©
 15..Ü
Posted at 02:19 by mica
Sunday, December 19, 2004
Ang pag-ibig… masaya nga ba? Agree ba kayo sa sinasabi ni bamboo na… masaya ang pag-ibig…?? Teka, ano nga ba ang pag-ibig?… yan ang tanong ng bayan na hindi pa rin masagot ng marami… kailan mo malalaman kung totoo na ang pag-ibig… may ibang nagsasabi na ang pag-ibig daw… pag masaya ka kapag kasama mo ang taong minamahal mo daw… pag-ibig ba yon… na-eenjoy mo lang ang company niya… gusto mo laging kausap… laging ka-text… at laging kasama… wala tayong magagawa.. dahil para sa iba… pag-ibig ang tawag nila…
When our class had our three-day retreat sa tagaytay… saya! May natutunan ako tungkol sa pag-ibig na di ko natutunan from experiences… astig talaga c father non… kala ko nga puro family encounter dun eh… aba, may usapang lovelife pa… eto ung mga natutunan ko… sabi niya ang pag-ibig nagsisimula… sa FRIENDSHIP… yan… bestfriends daw kunwari oh… pero may hidden feelings pala beyond that friendship… kumbaga sa school… elementary pa lang ang pag-iibigan niyo… pero… para saken… friendship is the most valuable relationship… mahirap mabuwag yan eh… kase tanggap niyo isa't isa kapag true friends and turingan niyo…
Eventually, ang friendship… nagiging INFATUATION na… para sa mga freshmen, sophomore, juniors at seniors… sabi ni father… ang mga estudyanteng nagkaka-boyfriend o girlfriend sa ganitong edad ay infatuation lang ang nararamdaman at HINDI LOVE… bakit?? Kaya mo bang mamatay para sa taong ito? Na iiwan ka lang at sasaktan…? Minsan ang meaning ng nasaktan saten… ung tipong… wala ka nang kasamang mag-gala sa mall… walang kausap sa phone… walang katext… at walang nagsasabi ng "iloveyou"… kaya para sayo… masaket…
Sunod, kapag nasa college ka na… dito pa raw mararanasan ang tunay na pag-ibig… LOVEang next stage… sa kolehiyo mo pa mararamdaman ang totoong saket… ung hndi lang dahil wala kang makasama kundi dahil… hindi mo siya maipaglaban… minsan nga dito pa nangyayari ung square with the parents… dahil ayaw nila sayo… masaket yon! Hindi dapat tayo magmadali ma-inlove dahil mahirap pag nasaktan ka… pero… ang pag-ibig lalo na kapag hindi pa kayo kasal… ay maraming restrictions… huwag pabugso-bugso ng damdamin dahil tandaan… lalo na sa mga babae… Lagi tayong talo!!! Kaya huwag magpapatalo sa mga lalake… huwag bibigay agad… baka pagsisihan niyo habambuhay at isumpa niyo pa yung lalaking yon. Ang love dapat tama lang… no more, no less… dahil kapag sumobra… ang last stage… sabi ni father… EXPLOITATION… biruin niyo… nang dahil sa pag-ibig na yan… ma-eexploit ka??? Alam niyo naman siguro ang meaning niyan… hindi ko na palalawakin dahil wala pa akong karanasan… at ayokong ma-engage diyan! Ang F-I-L-E na iyan ang bumubuo sa L-I-F-E ng ibang tao diyan… kaya sana… huwag nating gawing reason ang love… para lang maging IN sa generation X!
Ang pag-ibig… most of the time… nagiging cause yan para magkasala ka… dito kase… maraming demands… lalo na ang mga lalake… gusto nila lagi kayong magkasama… kahit alas-dose na ng madaling araw… call and text 24/7… at iba pa. Kapag ang lalake nagyaya na mag-date sila ni babae… at hindi pinayagan si babae… nako po! Daming alam na strategy ni babae para lang tumakas! Ciempre… ang most used line… "Mommy, gawa lang po kameng project sa bahay ni (kung cno mang classmate ang lumabas sa bibig mo)…" at eto namang si mommy… papayagan ka… project eh… buong-buo ang tiwala sayo… pero… ang hindi niya alam… kasama mo na ang boyfriend mong masyadong demanding… pano mo masasabing true love yon… eh kasinungalingan ang sinasabi mo sa mommy mo… hehehehe… ala na kong masabi… huwag lang tayong magmamadaling magka-crush, magka-boyfriend, o ma-inlove… dahil ang true love… hindi hinahanap… kusang dumarating…
Posted at 22:43 by mica
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Victory! Whoooo!! What a day for me and my classmates! God is really really a great Father! He guided us in all our endeavors and we are really grateful for that! This is such a wonderful day for me... not only because we won first place in the Chorale Recitation but I had a "wonderful" moment too! My classmates and I rejoiced because that "EYES I dare" was really mad of the decision made by the judges. Anyway, who cares about her! Heheheheh.. Am I being too cruel? Of course not... I am just saying the truth... she can't accept the fact that we are the genuine champions!Ü
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Another reason for me to rejoice is the blinking of his eyes... Hihihihi... I didn't know what must I feel then because my classmates were staring at me and I can't show my real emotions because they might tease me. I don't know what that blink means but this is for sure with me... with just a blink of an eye... he caught my mind... he captured my smile... and he stole my heart... what a "kilig" moment for me... haaayy... I just wish that he knows what I feel...Ü
SUN in SCORPIO with CANCER Both of you have strong, deep feelings and you bond very intensely,. Consequently you become very attached to each other and cling tightly to each other. However, your emotional natures are different in many ways too. Cancer often feels more compassion and sympathy for someone, while Scorpio may view Cancer's feelings as sentimentality. When wounded, Scorpio becomes resentful and vindictive. Cancer, on the other hand, cries or sulks, and usually lets the other person know verbally or nonverbally about it. Scorpio, by contrast, hides it. You may also have different attitudes towards sexuality versus love. For example, Cancer may feel that Scorpio is sometimes more driven by instinct and lust than by love, and this may become an issue in your relationship. Overall, though, the intense bonding and emotionality of your relationship fosters a deep, lasting attachment between you.Ü
Posted at 03:01 by mica
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